Recently, I have not been able to write a blog due to my master’s thesis and moving for a job. I could have written if I had to, but I kept putting it off because I thought I’d write when I was free. So I could not update my blog for a long time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

During such days, I noticed one thing. I get depressed if I don’t write for a long time. Specifically, I feel like my mind is restless because I think about this and that, and I cannot act the way I want to. Perhaps I have unconsciously refreshed my mind by writing a blog and organizing my thoughts until now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I’m the type of person who can’t take action until thinking about everything (I cannot like this character, but I have to accept because it is my nature). Maybe that’s why, when I let my thoughts go without organizing them, I feel depressed and stop my actions. For example, the more memory a computer consumes, the slower it runs. I think the same phenomenon happen to me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

So, although this expression may be inappropriate, writing is maybe the same thing as excreting for me. Just as the problem of excreting causes constipation, I become depressed unless I write something every day. Because of this, even if it’s just a trivial thing, I think I must express my thoughts in writing. When I have something bothering me, I feel relaxed by writing them down.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

There is nothing for me to gain from writing such a worthless blog. I do receive some advertising fees; however, they are tiny. But I become depressed if I do not write. So maybe I need blogging as a part of my life, just like taking a bath, sleeping, and exercising. I have been thinking about that over the past few days.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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